underestimated_friendship

so how frequent do i actually blog? let’s see, once in a blue moon! lols

so, let me express my worry now. okay, let me get this straight!

this is for this dude ouot there! let me name u as WETE. okay? so, wete, let’s see, i do love you very much! the problem is that the fact im a dumb ass president and that my family found out about us! so they told me to end this! yea, so i did. anyway, last long with that gal of yours, so hey there the gal of wete! listen damn carefully, IF you were to ever thought that im damn angry with you or even just plain jealous you got wete, think again! btw, don’t think that i didnt talk to you bcos ure now with wete! im cool with it alright! im not a sicko! so last long! wete’s friends, especially, don’t try to sneak up my life! MYOB! lols! don’t try to find trouble!!

next, heyy you HAJI! well, u surely know that im in deep love with you aft im over with wete. anw, guess what, im over you! wow! i bet u alr knew i like you, its obvious, like its written all over my face! don’t say you don’t know alright? btw,  u damn sure knew how much i really like you like hell! budden, now, my feelings like on off like that. so don’t worry, i aint pinning any hopes on you. bluek!

next is you!! YOU ASS ! AF, im talking about you! i like you! recently! i heard you too! but what the hell? are u att? can you please at least talk to me! that trip to SBWG PARK was enuff said!

now im confuse! alright enuff said! now i wanna tel, you a secret! hah

i have alot of secrets about you! hehe, joking, trying to scare you off laa, i know i didnt do a gd job! applaud!

BYE

p.s, wete, i wan u to knw, that im seriously over that guy in indonesia! and btw, AZ is my best buddy! so when u told my galfren to break up with AZ so that he can get to me, ure dead wrong dude. i hv no feelings 4 him at all! so get that straight and one more thing, now you got her under your belt, go on and shower her with love and money, isn’t it what you’ve been doing to me? lols

anw, you shud knw, im doing this bcos i had to. gd luck:)

so how frequent do i actually blog? let’s see, once in a blue moon! lols

so, let me express my worry now. okay, let me get this straight!

this is for this dude ouot there! let me name u as WETE. okay? so, wete, let’s see, i do love you very much! the problem is that the fact im a dumb ass president and that my family found out about us! so they told me to end this! yea, so i did. anyway, last long with that gal of yours, so hey there the gal of wete! listen damn carefully, IF you were to ever thought that im damn angry with you or even just plain jealous you got wete, think again! btw, don’t think that i didnt talk to you bcos ure now with wete! im cool with it alright! im not a sicko! so last long! wete’s friends, especially, don’t try to sneak up my life! MYOB! lols! don’t try to find trouble!!

next, heyy you HAJI! well, u surely know that im in deep love with you aft im over with wete. anw, guess what, im over you! wow! i bet u alr knew i like you, its obvious, like its written all over my face! don’t say you don’t know alright? btw,  u damn sure knew how much i really like you like hell! budden, now, my feelings like on off like that. so don’t worry, i aint pinning any hopes on you. bluek!

next is you!! YOU ASS ! AF, im talking about you! i like you! recently! i heard you too! but what the hell? are u att? can you please at least talk to me! that trip to SBWG PARK was enuff said!

now im confuse! alright enuff said! now i wanna tel, you a secret! hah

i have alot of secrets about you! hehe, joking, trying to scare you off laa, i know i didnt do a gd job! applaud!

BYE

p.s, wete, i wan u to knw, that im seriously over that guy in indonesia! and btw, AZ is my best buddy! so when u told my galfren to break up with AZ so that he can get to me, ure dead wrong dude. i hv no feelings 4 him at all! so get that straight and one more thing, now you got her under your belt, go on and shower her with love and money, isn’t it what you’ve been doing to me? lols

anw, you shud knw, im doing this bcos i had to. gd luck:)

lol.
like seriously, i think whatever you’re doing now is not cool
i mean look it at my point of view.
not cool kan?
told ya.
yea, so bulan puasa is gg on now. bulan yang snagt mulia.
so lets just settle it once and for all.
first, i hate you.
secondly, i love you.
yea, get it?
no?
great.:D
-.-’
yea, i hope its over, i mean everything !
the complication and humour and everything abt it.
i dun care if it brings laughter or bliss in u, i dun care.
am i evil? nah, im jus abit sadist.
thats all
anw, yea, its gonna be hard for me to express my love for u.
jus gotta be patience.
its our 16th day.
hold on yea <3
anw, yea, i think it’ll work out!
im positive budden how uhh…. im like having some sense of regrets in me already.
we dun tok kan?
mcm bodoh kan?
lol

whatever la seyy. you suck! my first impression on you was "goddamn you’re so kind!" and the next moment, its pretty harsh. like,you said you’re like what? oh ya, moved on. but whats this? big fuck is it guy?! sorry, i think its like so not cool. who hell would be doing that only awful thing but u? its too obvious.

worst, you "brag" about it to almost everyone! what do u think is this all abt? jus some stupid lame joke? its not dude! im warning you! if you’re not gonna stop "bragging" abt my daughter, you’ll be dead. ok? it sound more like a treat though. but whatever.

listen carefully, dun ever think its gonna be easy. you said its over, but you talk abt it?!! its really making me pissed off by all the crap you told ppl. how can the upper sec even knows abt it dumbass!

im telling you, its my last warning. get your facts straight and lets settle this shit .

yup, indeed it was so dumb of me, totally!
i mean, who the hell hurts someone that they loved?
It proves that I’m so insensitive and out of my mind.
Like, c’mon, what can i do now that it’s done?
Should I even go up and admit that i’m being hyprocrite and just lost my sense?
Wait, would she ever believe me?
I just did a fucked up stupid thing in my life, what do you expect?
I am so DUMB.
D U M B.
Get the idea?
Ok, maybe I’m like over reacting however I can’t help but to cry some more.
I mean, what if this thing won’t last, and what if we will be like akward around each other?
What if she hates me already, i think its pretty obvious that she will.
God, please give me one more chance to survive!